Random musings

This entry was brought to you by mistyri's lj, and Serra's constantly off-track train of thought.

I'm addicted to allergy medication. Asperger's Syndrome and OCD make it really hard for me to sleep, and on a good dose of Benadryl I get all sleepy and relaxed until I just curl up somewhere and go to sleep. Unfortunately, because of my addictive nature, that puts Benadryl and any other medication that lists drowsiness as a side-effect off limits. Psychological dependency and all. I'd rather have trouble getting to sleep than find myself in Benadryl rehab one day.

That has improved considerably since I started on Prozac, though. The psychiatrist is very happy about this, as he isn't keen on the idea of giving me anything stronger, like the Paxil my dad has.

I'm very depressed, though, because I'm in love with a senior's looks and a fictional character's personality. I can't help wondering if I'll just spend the rest of my life lusting after men I can't have and die a miserable virgin.

Serra is sad, but she is writing a story about said fictional character and his wife.

And I go mope now. *mope*